Closing my eyes

The fear is such that none can fix,

Closing my eyes has become the most painful thought in my mind

The night skies, were once my point of admiration,

It’s was an ore,

Now it’s a close dark room.

The morning rays cradle me to sleep and the thought of my eyes closing makes my heart skip a beat and panic takes over

Fear was once a childhood boogyman,

Now it’s the norm.

My norm for each day

Closing my eyes is painful and sleep is impossible and what was once my peace is now my nightmare.

A.P.

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Oraforliving

Ora for life is a simple blog that is all about the way life can be and real human feelings, no one is alone in any dilemma, we all think we are but hey there is always someone that one can relate to. The page does not target any group or individual to cause anything negativity. It’s just the reality of an individual who expresses her feelings in words. A.P.

One thought on “Closing my eyes”

  1. Your heart is full of love .. love is your strength And heart full of love makes you beautiful.
    You’ve been through so much but still smile and express gracefully which shows your are bold and beautiful .
    Come out of this darkness , cute smiles are waiting for you .
    Tons of love for you 🤗

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