The fear is such that none can fix,
Closing my eyes has become the most painful thought in my mind
The night skies, were once my point of admiration,
It’s was an ore,
Now it’s a close dark room.
The morning rays cradle me to sleep and the thought of my eyes closing makes my heart skip a beat and panic takes over
Fear was once a childhood boogyman,
Now it’s the norm.
My norm for each day
Closing my eyes is painful and sleep is impossible and what was once my peace is now my nightmare.